I know of no male who will stop liking a girl because she sleeps with him.
What a relief.
We didn't end up doing anything. We talked a while after the movie, but that was about it. I'm 100% sure it's me.
I have this problem with dating in general. At one point during the movie, he put his hand on my thigh, and rubbed. I froze up. I'm used to doing things like that with someone I already like.
The problem I have with dating is what most people take dating to mean. Dating to get to know each other. While dating, things like making out and holding hands "should" happen.
Stuff like that I just can't bring myself to do without actually feeling like I want to express affection. Then how I can express affection for someone that I'm just GETTING TO KNOW by dating? Arg, it's all such a circular question that I can't get my head around it. I date because I want to like someone again, and I have to like someone in order to properly date them.
And then there's how I really want to get that annoying "first time" with someone else over with. I have no idea how I will adapt to having sex with someone other than my ex of four years.
BUT BUT BUT, the one progress I made last night was how I didn't pull away when we leaned in for "bye!" kiss. It's funny that when he kissed me, I was thinking in my head, "his lips are so thin."
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We didn't end up doing anything. We talked a while after the movie, but that was about it. I'm 100% sure it's me.
I have this problem with dating in general. At one point during the movie, he put his hand on my thigh, and rubbed. I froze up. I'm used to doing things like that with someone I already like.
The problem I have with dating is what most people take dating to mean. Dating to get to know each other. While dating, things like making out and holding hands "should" happen.
Stuff like that I just can't bring myself to do without actually feeling like I want to express affection. Then how I can express affection for someone that I'm just GETTING TO KNOW by dating? Arg, it's all such a circular question that I can't get my head around it. I date because I want to like someone again, and I have to like someone in order to properly date them.
And then there's how I really want to get that annoying "first time" with someone else over with. I have no idea how I will adapt to having sex with someone other than my ex of four years.
BUT BUT BUT, the one progress I made last night was how I didn't pull away when we leaned in for "bye!" kiss. It's funny that when he kissed me, I was thinking in my head, "his lips are so thin."
"Being straight forward with your mate" is something you do after more dates than two.