I'm vvvvvvveeeeeeerrrrrryyyyyy closed when it comes to trust. Someone I kenw since elementary (11 years if friendship?) actually doesn't know a lot about me. The last year I thought it was stupid that I'm so closed cause I won't make any 'real' friends that'll last for a lifetime... so I started opening up more. But then I realized that that was a mistake, I figured out who my 'true friends' are.... I think a good way to test someone... well, for girls... is to cry... Cause there was this one week in high school where I was having the most awful week and then some jerks broke into my locker (they didn't take anything, I knew them, they jsut thought it'll be fun to mess around with my stuff) and if it was just any other day I would have just been pissed but I was at the edge and I jsut started crying and I couldn't stop. And both of my friends who I hang out with every day didn't comfort me at all, they kinda looked embarassed and wanted to leave. And I just couldn't stop crying so I told my friend that I was going to go home and asked her to get me my homework and she was like "ok, ok" and she wasn't looking at me and she was kinda SHOOING me away with her hand. =_= Then the next day we bumped into the guys who messed with my locker and they were friends with that friend who 'shooed' me away and she was like"oh, you guys are sssooo mean, you made her CRY you know?" and she made this disgusting face and looked at me in some sort of a 'distasteful' (?) way. She was basically trying to embarass me I guess. I really hate her now, not only because of what happened there, she's done a lot of stupid/awful/hurtful things.
And to that person talking about lying about going to another school or whatever? We were both actually going to go to UBC (because of science for me and business for her) and I decided not to do science anymore so there was no other reason to go to UBC and I liked SFU more anyways, so i decided not to tell her because she'll follow me. But she volunteers in the office and LOOKED THROUGH MY FILES and found out... so she was like "why didn't you tell me you're going to sfu? I'm going to change my mind and go there too!" wtf, man. I wonder what else she's seen in my files!!!
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But then I realized that that was a mistake, I figured out who my 'true friends' are....
I think a good way to test someone... well, for girls... is to cry... Cause there was this one week in high school where I was having the most awful week and then some jerks broke into my locker (they didn't take anything, I knew them, they jsut thought it'll be fun to mess around with my stuff) and if it was just any other day I would have just been pissed but I was at the edge and I jsut started crying and I couldn't stop. And both of my friends who I hang out with every day didn't comfort me at all, they kinda looked embarassed and wanted to leave. And I just couldn't stop crying so I told my friend that I was going to go home and asked her to get me my homework and she was like "ok, ok" and she wasn't looking at me and she was kinda SHOOING me away with her hand. =_=
Then the next day we bumped into the guys who messed with my locker and they were friends with that friend who 'shooed' me away and she was like"oh, you guys are sssooo mean, you made her CRY you know?" and she made this disgusting face and looked at me in some sort of a 'distasteful' (?) way. She was basically trying to embarass me I guess.
I really hate her now, not only because of what happened there, she's done a lot of stupid/awful/hurtful things.
And to that person talking about lying about going to another school or whatever? We were both actually going to go to UBC (because of science for me and business for her) and I decided not to do science anymore so there was no other reason to go to UBC and I liked SFU more anyways, so i decided not to tell her because she'll follow me. But she volunteers in the office and LOOKED THROUGH MY FILES and found out... so she was like "why didn't you tell me you're going to sfu? I'm going to change my mind and go there too!" wtf, man. I wonder what else she's seen in my files!!!